I hate it when people bring up past events that you had hoped had been pushed to the locked part in your brain...But no...People start talking about it and it brings all the memories back that you had wanted to rip out of your soul...Of course that would hurt because that would basically be ripping out almost all of my soul..anyways...PEOPLE THE ( Read more... )

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PAIN!!! ::hold foot and hops around::

This journal is not dead...yet....but it MIGHT be on my list of things/people/whatevers to kill...which just seems to be growing larger and larger while my other two lists (people i like...and people i trust) seem to be getting smaller almost everyday. Well....anyways...If i don't trust you..you know..and if i do...you know...and you can probably ( Read more... )

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I'M NOT DEAD YET!!! IT'S ONLY A FLESH WOUND!!!!

Everyone. I have a new SN for LJ. Its _caged_alone_
Be sure to put me on your friends list.

I'm part of the manga force for Tokyopop so i have to promote things. Here's a link to a preview of an upcoming manga!

Princess Ai

It comes out next week. Be sure to take a look at it.

Okay...um..i'm a bit out of it right now so i'll try to remember what i've been up to the last few days. Teus...i believe i went to see around the world in 80 days...then i spent the night at Christa's and watched Naruto and Witch Hunter Robin. Weds..didn't do anything productive. Thurs..went to see Stepford Wives with the queen of torture because ( Read more... )

okay I'm a little bit more calm now because i talked to Christa and she's coming over..I just can't be alone right now...and of course my rents decide to leave me alone for four days...which isn't a good thing when your greatest fear is to be alone. I've often had dreams of being in a glass cage and i'm yelling out at the people that i can see but ( Read more... )

i'm sorry....to everyone...i've hurt so many people just because of my own fear....i never meant to...i'm especially sorry to susan and michael..i just...well...i'm so sorry...