There are times I think I have a depression problem or anxiety disorder. Here's a list of symptoms. I put in bold the ones I see in myself, italic the ones that are only very slight or in a less obvious manner. P.S. This isn't a self-pity fest so don't get me wrong. This is more for my own benefit, to understand what's going on with me and how I ( Read more... )

One of my favorite feelings is this: Sometimes, there is a general emotion or sentiment in my life that I can't sufficiently identify or explain. Then, I hear a song that describes it perfectly, either through accurate lyrics, or the music itself. Whether it is a good or a bad thing being explained, I tend to feel... hmm. Justified I guess? Also, I ( Read more... )

"Am I lost or just less found? On the straight or on the roundabout of the wrong way? Is this a soul that stirs in me? Is it breaking free, wanting to come alive?

'Cause my comfort would prefer for me to be numb, and avoid the impending birth of who I was born to become."

"And I, I was made to leave, I was made to love, I was made to know you."

"Hope ( Read more... )

I'm quite a fan of The Shins. Today's song is Spilt Needles. Check it out. Some other music, if you're interested:

Rock and Roll by Eric Hutchinson
Come On, Get Higher by Matt Nathanson
One Word (Chris Cox Mix) by Kelly Osbourne
Song of Hope by Robbie Seay Band
Round Round by Far East Movement

 
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I'm  tired and depressed and I want to go home.

Music plug:

Right now, I'm listening to Jon Foreman's acoustic solo music for the first time. It's somewhat Shins-like, somewhat Switchfoot-like (he's their lead singer), and all around very calm and lovable. It reminds me of something that would fit in with the Garden State album musically, but not necessarily lyrically. He really has a beautiful ( Read more... )

I've got such a long, explanatory post in me. Too bad I don't have time or patience. This song is soothing.

Peace out, RIT.

I had a really neat post written, then I accidentally deleted it. Poop. 

 Two finals today... 
... then I'm done...

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