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SO thanksgiving suck as it is suppose to. My family came up the day after thanksgiving and yeah its been hell. I seem to be covered in bug bits, and im having really sick dreams again. Im not going into dealtails, it was hard for even me to handle. I need sleep. All break i haven't been able to sleep ( Read more... )

Sam wasn't at school today. Where were you ( Read more... )

I feel like shit. My mom said she was going to come over this weekend but i guess she went out of town. She said she was going to call me about a month ago and im still waiting. But she did come over on halloween and droped of a present. i know she expecte me to jump in her arms and tell her that i lvoe her and i want to come live with her again. ( Read more... )

I refuse to let what happens in highschool define me as a person now or in the future. Highschool is not even the begging and so many people treat it like it's the end. I have come to the conclusion that i have no idea who i am. I am not even close to the idea of who i am. So i go into hte world as nothing ( Read more... )

I have a tommy girl ( Read more... )

pain,
its waht i feel, its what i know.

Pain,
when will it flow into sorrow?

pain,
how much must we collect to become sane??

pain,
is hope with a mask on.

pain,
hids in the lips of lovers.

pain,
is lies told by your mother.

pain,
the promise never kept.

pain,
the truth that no one wants to believe.

pain,
it's all around us.

It's me.

I have not updated in a while. Sorry about that. Things have been hectic. I moved back in with my father. My mother went insane. SHe never calls me and the last time i saw her she barly said a word to me. Life sucks ( Read more... )

I am tired of being ignored, and not being seen, by anyone.

Everything moves, but everthing is still. It makes no since, my mind is playing tricks on me ( Read more... )