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Lucille Clifton - it was a dream
it was a dream
Lucille Cliftonin which my greater self ( Read more... ) -
chained
He took my key. Today I went to the bathroom one time and showered one time. Sometime during those two occasions he went into my room, found my keys in my purse, and took out my door key. My key chain works with a screw system, so he had to unscrew it and find the right key. I only have a garage key now and he disconnects the garage whenever HE ( Read more... ) -
moet voldoen
Most of my stuff are in my parents' shed. I have clothes, the books I need, my fridge and food. Plus: one of my chairs, two cabinets/closets and my bed. Three guitars. A lamp. A box filled with dvds. Shoes ( Read more... ) -
since i can't
Today I’m packing. No, I haven’t found anywhere to live yet. No, I’m not sure if I’m giving in. Dilemma: the choice is between leaving this weekend and getting my deposit back and being homeless, or leaving at the end of May, never getting my deposit back, and going through another month of this harassment ( Read more... ) -
dust dust dust - boxes boxes boxes
I called my father to come and meet the landlord with me today. Landlord had left me a note stating that he wants May's rent this weekend. He still has my security deposit and May's supposed to be the last month I'm here ( Read more... ) -
i see you everywhere
Landlord literally said to me that "things would get a lot easier for me" if I "wore nice pantyhose". 'Or else' was implied, he couldn't have shouted 'for him' louder than it was with him just looking at me like that. And I, I am an idiot, because I panicked, because I considered, because I lost control, because I ruined myself, because I cried and ( Read more... ) -
James Tate - Flight
Flight
James Tate
Like a glum cricket
the refrigerator is singing
and just as I am convinced
that it is the only noise
in the building, a pot falls
in 2B. The neighbors on
both sides of me suddenly
realize that they have not
made love to their wives
since 1947. The racket
multiplies. The man downhall
is teaching his dog to fly.
The fish are disgusted
and beat ( Read more... ) -
Maybe I could've loved you more if I'd met your mother I just wish someone would ask about my mother
baby, baby, tell me do, tell me true, do you miss me? The wind and my hand in your hair have left you like a beacon forsaken for the dawn, everything I taste tastes of bubblegum, I say I will not cry, I say you and I both know there is no point in crying. Sometimes I'm sick of this, all I want is something all-encompassing, something eternal. I ( Read more... ) -
Reflections of a Skyline
And I wanna play hide and seek, give you my clothes, tell you I love your shoes, sit on the steps while you take a bath and massage your neck, and kiss your face, and hold your hand, and go for a walk. Not mind when you eat my food. Meet you at Rudy's and talk about the day, talk about your day. And laugh at your, paranoia. And give you tapes you ( Read more... ) -
she's got
I have nothing better to do than watch alien sighting films (including one called ALIEN BEINGS PROWLING IN THE DARK AT HOME IN CALIFORNIA) on YouTube at 01:27 in the night because I cannot find the True Blood season finale that aired two yesterday in the US anywhere for download. Bah ( Read more... )