So much has been going on...i need to get away from everything and everyone

Since he's disappeared I was really lonely, but the past week or two has been amazing. I just think I've realized that I should stop making an effort to have someone in my life if they do not even want to pick up the phone. So much has happened in the past month that I needed to call him and tell him. There was a certain role he had in my life. ( Read more... )

He changes every time she's home. I don't understand why he can't be a dad to the both of us. I can't comprehend why he has to be so hostile to me in the process. Why am I the fuck up now?

"You don't understand, I haven't had many 'good guys' fall for me. He's like the only one ( Read more... )

We're done... It's all over. No more VW bus lucky days, or stupid anime movies, or hookah nights w/nightmare before Christmas. Its all for the better but if I could take back everything to wipe that look off his face I would. He's still my best friend, and to keep it that way we had to end things

"I mean do not get me wrong here, I love the view but i do need you to move so I can ring some things in"

..and then i cried

M: Just wanted to tell u thanks again for getting me home safe ( Read more... )

I'm fairly certain im fucking this all up

It still kills me to witness that...who am i fucking kidding?

We talked everything over, he doesn't care about his brother. He's my friend. He's my best friend, he clarified last night how much I meant to him last night. I truly needed that.