its a beautiful spring day and my bleeding heart is blooming at last. life is good in this one instant.

p.s if those bastards who mow our grass every now and then chop down my bleeding heart along with the grass AGAIN i will rip them another asshole.

i just took a delicious shower and rubbed body butter all over myself.
i really want to shave someones head so i can massage it into their scalp.
i smell like a mango. YUM...eat me!!!

sunday evening. the last day of break before returning to the hell of school. i dunno this break was ok but it wasnt as good as i planned on. so first off dustin was gone for the first 6 days. blah. emma was gone for the first weekend. and i didnt get to see maria and noah and other yummy people AT ALL. i was suposed to get mango lassis with emily ( Read more... )

suicidal moths and shadows that danced across the road like demons ( Read more... )

snow covered noses and roses and toeses....
snow covered noses and roses and toeses....

i think i just may be going crazy?
but anyways if im not yet i will be come saturday...the stress will build up for a long 6 days.

its been raining...and i like it. i liked yesterday also. i went shopping in richmond with me mater. i got cloth maryjanes, and big soft comfortable jeans, and a black waitress style dress (hotness!)and other goodnesses. i got to have the car for the night and i took dustin to work and then hung out with noah. we went to harris teeter and got sushi ( Read more... )

all i can say is i am so ready for the weekend. it starts tommorrow with my normal thursday being like a friday yay. i have to work saturday unofortunately and am babysitting for a couple hours sunday ($10 an hour...how could i resist, drugs are costly!!). so ready but already it feels so short and that its gonna end before it really even begins. *

theres an old, slighty chub, bald asian man running laps around the tennis courts outside my window. he looks about 4, maybeeee 5 ft tall and is wearing the khakis and nice striped sweater that he prolly wore to work today. he's so cute and O O hes power walking now and hes got that arm swinging motion down. aw i just wanna invite him in for green ( Read more... )

panic attacks and insecurites....today is a fun day already!!

its hardly crossed my mind at all in the past 3ish months...but now it is...why me? so many more confident, so many more beautiful...and then theres me.