So now I have tadive dyskinesia.  Ie fucking uncontrollable muscle spasming.  A grrreat way to spend my labor day weekend, and the few days following.  And I spent monday in the hospital without being seen by a doctor until 4pm and then it was three hours later until I got a drug in my system that didn't even work.  It's difficult to treat, and not ( Read more... )

It really annoys me that restaurants such as Olive Garden, Chilli's, and Ihop are providing nutritional stats but excluding the sugar content.  What is with that?  What do they have to hide sugar wise?  Is it too much work for them to figure it out?  I wouldn't think so, since they've figured everything else out (most likely using one of the ( Read more... )

I downloaded Erin McCarley because she sounds like another artist I like and then the first song Pony(it's ok) sounded familiar and when I dug into a bit it's because it was on Ghost Whisperer!  Love that show-the concept, how it's been played out, AND it's style is fareakin' gorgeeeeous. 

why do i bother to keep asking why when it's pointless?

bah.

i've been having wacked out dreams on this new drug (besides the general side affects [a/effects???] which have gotten a bit better, I'm just still dizzy and lacking in balance and concentrationnn).  Myself and about four other people were in a car tunnel, though one end was closed off.  We were running towards the one end, thinking that somehow it ( Read more... )

So we all know that life's a bitch and have Definitely experienced it by our early-almost mid twenties(Scary!).

But this business of trying to decide what I want to do next year shouldn't be as scary as I'm making it out to be.  I mean, people in their mid-40's go back to school and switch careers!  So I just have to get over that I could be ( Read more... )

After being signed up with the women's health online newsletter for I don't know how long, probably 6 months-1 year?, I received information about fibromyalgia, which I think I told them I had or something like that.  And when I mean that I received information about fibromyalgia I mean INFORMATION.  Not the usually rinky dinky little article, but ( Read more... )

I get so annoyed when I see the articles in the everyday health that I signed up for that are like Rheumatoid Arthritis and Exercise:Staying fit and Healthy.  Sounds great right?  (for those of you who don't know/have forgotten I have arthritis, I'm 75% positive it's rheumatoid, in my right knee)  Yeah...when you read the article it's the same old ( Read more... )

I need to be better now.  All of this emotional rollercoastering is just too much...it makes the days feel extra long, especially when I'm not doing too much beyond having a wacked out sleep schedule, headachedness, staring into space, showering, more staring in to space, eating, watching television, and bugging the dog.  Plus possibly playing some ( Read more... )

Hmm...I still don't know what to do about my drivers test friday.  I haven't been driving since I went to put a down payment on my almost car like at least two weeks ago I want to say.  But I also think it would be good practice if I have in my mind set that I'm going to fail already, which I know might be sad, but like I wouldn't be worried/ ( Read more... )