Well today I got alot of good news... First off I am getting published in another poetry book... Second I had a choir festival today and we were one of the higher ranked... Third the girl I am inlove with gave me her poetry book to read and make comments for them... Which is cool cause I gave her mine yesterday and she gave that back to me today ( Read more... )

Today was better then yesterday... First off I saw the girl that I am inlove with and talked to her but not about what I need to talk to her about... And I still have alot on my mind but yeah... Cutting myself is still an option but the last one... Cutting myself has always been a stress reliever for me... But writing poetry about the girl I love ( Read more... )

Today was odd... First off the girl that I am inlove with wasnt at school today cause she was sick... Which gave me alot of free time between classes and thats time I dont want if you know what I mean... I miss her and I have been thinking alot and when I think to much I get a head ache and it sucks cause I cant stop thinking... But I accually ( Read more... )

Hey I have been having thoughts since thursday about me and Leslie... Not bad thoughts but I have been thinking about how I can help her get over her ex that she dated for a year and a half... He was her first everything and I dont know how to tell her its ok to have feelings for the person that was your first everything... But she doesnt need to ( Read more... )

Hey this is Josh for you guys to know I got tired of that name I had... So yeah I thought I would let you guys know whats going on... Well me and Leslie are doing fine still not dating but when she is ready for a boyfriend then she and I will date... I respect her and will obey by her wishes... But until then I am fine with being her good friend ( Read more... )