As someone who doesn't believe in an after life rather just more life after death I guess I don't want to rely on the plan b of well if I don't do everything I want to do now there will be a heaven waiting for me filled with my wildest dreams ( Read more... )

im going to

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so you called me and told me Amanda was having a party and you wanted someone to go with. I of course abliged because you and I are friends and thats what friends are for. I drive to your house where i wait for you to get ready (you throw on your camo shorts and a plain black tshirt with a rip on the right sleeve which i've noticed over the past ( Read more... )

mom cmon your uncomfortably close to the corn right now
please can ya back up a lil bit.

its physically impossible to start watching season 1 of the OC without getting through atleast 4 episodes, your eye lids wont let you sleep now matter how tired you are.

right now im on the homecoming i have to get through the secret and the best chrismukkah

while checking out my friend chris' myspace who's in the army ( Read more... )

when ryan first sees marissa its like fireworks
season 1 of the OC is magic. fucking magic.

i had the opportunity tonight and i passed it up
i passed it up until i got home and go a goodbye message
decided i wasnt ready to say buhbye.

now im free fallin'
fallin
fallin

:)

i cant express my feelings anymore.

that sounds so lame
but there is no other way to say it

cant paint, cant talk, cant type, cant write

in my head i have this picture, this explanation, this answer, this letter
but when i go to let it out...

nothing

i think its time to let go.

incase you were wondering

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i got so god damn lost in the cemetery.
the rain made it worse,
the dump doesnt help either.
oh taunton, its a love hate relationship
as i get older it gets easier to hate you.
i visited abel & i skipped working at ph.
i needed a day to just relax,
instead im cleaning and packing.