goodbye livejournal. its been 6 years... i'll miss you i've met a bunch of great people off this site but i think its time to retire.
xo ash

Out of lemon flowers ( Read more... )

today was one of those days i wanna relive everyday for the rest of my life.
after a week from hell. he's back. we're back. im just focusing on being happy.
and moving on. making sure he's apart of it even if its hard. life was fantastic today.

its been 3 years since i felt this shitty.
honestly im a fucking mess right now.

my ability to read people is unbelievable.
it sometimes gets in the way of relationships
it never gets in the way of friendships.
so far im getting both so im pretty stoked.
seperate topic/person.
no conflict sometimes means no relationship

"the thought of you being with someone else makes me want to puke ( Read more... )

i've been a true believer of -live in the now- for as long as i can remember and hawaii is a prime example. planned the trip before mikey and i were no more than just shaun's friend. shortly later we were more.. and more than just shaun's friends. hawaii was amazing. which seems be the only way i can describe it to anyone but mikey ( Read more... )

December 24th: Working til 7 - Mary's with Family <3 - Derek's Brothers House for Drinks and Games with the gang ( Read more... )

today was a really good day ( Read more... )

lately i've been laughing constantly.
even at things that use to barely make me flinch
now they've got me in tears.
its a really nice feeling.

2008 has been great.
2007 was the turn around year for me.
and jan 1st i'll be heading to san diego
to see my best friend
and then meet a really great guy in hawaii.

jesus im excited.