god damnit. i thought sydney was coming to hawaii with me. but she now is not as of about 5 minutes ago. this makes me terribly sad. but, of course this happens to me. why would it not happen to ME? owell. the anger building up inside of me is so incredibly intense i am crying. i hate this. why am i such an angry person? everything pisses me off so ( Read more... )

wow you dont KNOW HOW MUCH I HATE YOU YOU FUCKER I HOPE YOU FUCKING DIE AND BURN IN HELL I WOULDNT SHED A TEAR IF YOU FUCKING DIED RIGHT HERE RIGHT NOW I HATE YOU I HATE YOU SO MUCH I WOULD LIKE TO HURT YOU SO BAD LIKE HOW YOU HURT ME WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM HOW COULD YOU ME SO FAKE HOW COULD YOU BE SO STUPID HOW COULD I BE SO DUMB? I THOUGHT I LOVED ( Read more... )

shannon's # one in my book

im shy ( Read more... )

im now officially in high school ( Read more... )

today i feel oddly happy. i think it's because summer's almost here in 1 day. yaay! i dont really know why im happy tho other than that. i wonder if anyone will actually ever read this? oh well. we got our yearbooks today and theyre pretty cool. i dont really like anyone rite now , which is kinda depressing. HAHA shannon since ur probly the only ( Read more... )

why do you hurt me? why do i get straight a's, but am still not good enough? why do you leave me here alone to get drunk with your friends? why do you judge me? why do you hate all that i love? why must you "protect me" from what i wish not to be protected? why do you yell at me for no reason? why do you ask why i'm angry and im depressed? well, ( Read more... )

this is my new journal, i've never had one before. so yeah, i dont really know what to write, or type i geuss. i geuss i should just write what;'s on my mind, which isnt really much right now. im sad to leave everyone at school, but im so happy to leave this hell school. i hate it so much there's so much fuckin drama, with the popular groups, and ( Read more... )