been SO LONG since i last entered. damn my livejournal is negative...but i guess that's what always brings me to writing in it.. owell ( Read more... )

i hate crying everyday

no. i hate you more than hate
there needs to be a word stronger than hate
i despise you
so much
you don't listen
talking to you is talking AT you
you wipe my words off your shoulder
want to hurt you
more than anyone
ever
you aren't superior to me
im so much smarter than you'll ever be,
you may realize it
but you don't have to explain yourself to ME ( Read more... )

don't hide

SHOW YOURSELF

i see you but you don't see me ( Read more... )

it's not worth it.
you want me to be perfect
i try,
i fail
at times i feel as if i must slip to survive
but you won't allow this ( Read more... )

i hope i make it through all this.
what is wrong with me?
i can't fathem the intensity of this whole thing
it's unimaginable
unbelievable
impossible
no, implausible
i
am
an
idiot
what the FUCK

AHHH
never felt this regretful in my LIFE

=(
used to live by no regrets
not anymore
not anymore

bloodheart

you don't know me

you like me

you ignore me

you love me

you ignore me

i like you

you ignore me

you like me

i can't like you

i like you

you ignore me

you like me

i love you?

james
why did you do this
i really can't believe it
blatantly you didn't realize how much you mean
to so many people
your wife
garrett
zach
paiten
i never really expected this
but i geuss i didn't really know the real you
i honestly don't understand your actions
hopefully you knew what you were doing
God i hope so.you were the first i knew to die ( Read more... )

i gaze down at my wrist ( Read more... )