My Life, is different, but my feelings are still the same. Sitting in one place and only having one thing to look forward to tomorrow-work. I feel betrayed but yet I feel like I have accomplished something, I have a job, I'm going to school, and I'm getting my life straight....but at the same time....there is something so much more that means ( Read more... )

I dont know where today will take me, but i know one thing .....that im not letting anything get to me. i should be going back to counsiling soon. im excited..i really do need some professional help with my problems. my dad has.....some what seemed to gotten better. im proud of him. not long now before me and him will leave this place and i will be ( Read more... )

Here's my lovely week. My dad checked himself into a rehab...again. He came home yesterday and the only thing i could think about is how long it will last. God, i have sucha horrible headache. Why do i seem to be so sad? no one said life wasn't an easy game to play. I'm just confused, no longer do i have the desire to think about all the bullshit ( Read more... )

Tomorrow will be a year, and it seems just like yesterday I found out. It's heart-shattering. Everyday that goes by I think of her. It's not in a bad way though, but I see the signs everywhere. Where we've eaten, went places, etc. Even every once in awhile, I just look at the sky and close my eyes, and I see her face. Creepy, huh? It's like where ( Read more... )

I'm about to have a nervous breakdown ( Read more... )

Every day I love him a little bit more ( Read more... )

i just looked up my old friend ally's livejournal....i made me sad...i dont know why....it seems that there isnt a day that goes by the i dont thnk about her...and soemtimes i wonder....does she ever think about me...o dont know...i loved her...she meant so much to me..and i was...i dont know...i miss her...besides that..everything has been going ( Read more... )

the one day i feel like things change..me and micheal are friends again. i come home feel ok. and then brandon calls. i answer the phone and tell him how micheal comes to see me . he got mad.......he doesnt want me to ever get back in the car with micheal again...and yet i want to hang out with micheal i dont want brandon to get mad..and i dont ( Read more... )

Emery ( Read more... )

it seems to be that me and micheal will not be talking for a very long time. i guess i really offended him this time. i really dont know what i did. but i know that he wasn't very happy with me when he told me he didn't want to talk to me anymore. so please just dont mention micheal in front of me anymore everybody. i dont want to forget him. but ( Read more... )