i just got off the phone with fucking racheal. She was tweeking and blabbering about how stupid everything is as her typical self ( Read more... )

once again im back in woodland, and once again im updating this shit.
doom doom doommm.
san diego sucked.

So I just deleted a lot of my entries.
Why?
because i wanted to.

FUUUUCK
I'm aliiiiive

June 6 is coming, who is celebrating, i know i am. I have been praying a lot for that day.

6/6/06.

Hell yeah.

Yes, i don't really update this, and fuck, oh well.
No one reads this anyway.

Shit shit shit, just shit in my life, so yeah, just to make it all shorter.
If only Satan was my boyfriend..

Yeah, I am in my dark place again...gah.
There is blood all over my room, on the floors, the walls...just painting with it, drinking it, praying satan will give me power to do what i please with my life...

yeah, what the fuck, i know.

seriously i cant wait to get out of this town, far from here..really far, i in fact want to go to another country..

i wanna scream, loud and clear, i want everyone to hear, that i am upseen.

as i stare at my dark window i see some shadow of a man whom wants to kill... >

my arms cant stop bleeding...but it tastes soooo good.