I'm lonely. Really fucking lonely.
I was hoping this feeling of desperation would only last for a day. Maybe just having a bad day? This is 2 for 2 now. It's probably just me detoxing. I've been smoking almost every day since her and I broke up. Now I'm forced to feel it instead of numbing myself every night. Maybe it'll be good for me.

Watching people high on Valium is hilarious.

I'M GETTING A PUPPY!!!!


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Ok I'm ready to be over this now....

Turns out she still has feelings for me.  Just doesn't want to be in a relationship.  Shitty.

There are a few different outcomes to this situation and I don't like any of them (because I know getting back together wouldn't be an option).

This really sucks.

Someone smoke me out.

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I suppose one of the benefits of sleeping next to someone you care about is that when you have a super vivid dream of them dying.. you can wake up and see them next to you and feel better.

Or freak out and wake them up and make them make you feel better.  Yeah.  That one.

My girlfriend is awesome.

And I hate my bad dreams.

I think I said this before but I'll say it again.

This feels fantastic.

This actually moved me to tears..

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I've been basically deaf in my left ear since yesterday.

This sucks.