a while ago, about two years, i spent a good 6 months trying to figure out who i am and what i think i am. Yes, i found myself, but after a few months of not thinking about it, i was lost again.
Currently i am continuelly finding myself, and losing myself - overall i figure we're dynamic beings, and even the subtlest things can have dramatic effect on our lives, that, and hormones are a bitch.
I guess what im saying is that you're never who you think your are, and that when you think something has changed dramically (something that might make you think, "oh no! im awfully ugly, like a sassquatch!") just ask around, and you'll find that not much is different. We're always changing, but its gradual. We're always a couple steps behind ourselves. keep that in mind.
right now im just sorta rly upset because i havent really made any friends at college. Everyone is older than me and its rly hard being all by myself and having no one in Toronto that I can really go to. There is a girl named Lauren from elementary school that lives close by but we dont hang out at much as I would like. Unfortunately between work and skool im also really busy. I just wish i had sumone to talk to sumtimes and hang out with. its hard.
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Currently i am continuelly finding myself, and losing myself - overall i figure we're dynamic beings, and even the subtlest things can have dramatic effect on our lives, that, and hormones are a bitch.
I guess what im saying is that you're never who you think your are, and that when you think something has changed dramically (something that might make you think, "oh no! im awfully ugly, like a sassquatch!") just ask around, and you'll find that not much is different.
We're always changing, but its gradual.
We're always a couple steps behind ourselves.
keep that in mind.
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and i know.
right now im just sorta rly upset because i havent really made any friends at college. Everyone is older than me and its rly hard being all by myself and having no one in Toronto that I can really go to. There is a girl named Lauren from elementary school that lives close by but we dont hang out at much as I would like. Unfortunately between work and skool im also really busy. I just wish i had sumone to talk to sumtimes and hang out with. its hard.
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Please come visit all the time! And I will visit you as well!
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