TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF.

Pain is completely internal. No one causes pain onto me like the pain I cause onto myself, everything I feel that is horrid when I am alone is brought about because I am alone. I've always been a judgmental person, but hell - have I ever come to think that maybe the reason I hurt so badly when I'm alone, and why I feel so ( Read more... )

Today Graeme, I read some of your saddest posts, some of the most heinous works you wrote.  Some of the more profound ideas that even now, in 2012 I appreciate about you - the me of past.  It was terrifying, I shed some tears.  You have come to that point again, the point of sadness, mania and suicide.

Take care of yourself Graeme.  Every time you ( Read more... )

last updated 7 weeks ago ( Read more... )

ive done it today. tonight.

ive achieved that depressed feeling again. i found my way back, i brought my map and now i need to do some searching. good luck graeme.

I feel slightly broken.  More like, I feel gross. Probably because I haven't slept properly ( Read more... )

Priorties ( Read more... )

Reawaken the grace in you ( Read more... )

2 years complete ( Read more... )

I was watching some TED videos (if you don't know what I'm talking about you should really give it a look) and one struck an inspirering and almost frightful chord in me as it spoke about the future of humanity.  The speaker started by talking about the history of humanity and civilization and how we came to be through the expansion of ( Read more... )

Somehow my weekend was salvaged, I may have worked 22 hours over the 3 day days past, but I managed to go out twice and talk with most all my closest friends at least once each.  I also spoke to my brother in Seattle, he makes me proud - and i dont think i agree with myself all that well in feeling that, but alas it is nothing but a good feeling ( Read more... )