this is better.
much better.

i really dont need anyone but myself. :)

no more feeling sorry for myself.

from now on, i WILL make MYSELF happy.

I can do this on my own.

If you want time with me, so be it. I would love to see you. but i dont need to.

I will be fine with me. thats my new goal.

i dont want to feel like this anymore.

I just need help.

for years you knew i was a fan ( Read more... )

SO first I asked what do you do when people dont notice you reaching out ( Read more... )

My mother told me yesterday that I set my expectations too high for myself ( Read more... )

'the heart may bleed, or it may burn ( Read more... )

so, im thinking of taking out my nipple rings.

any thoughts, suggestions?

im a little scared :S

*so confused*

courtney needs a hug. :(