GOD DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!

I feel really down lately I know it's for the best but it doesn't feel that way. I thought things would be better but with a lack of people to be with and now a lack of people I can really talk to I feel empty living from moment to moment looking for the next thing that will put even the glimmer of a smile on my face. It doesn't last though. Why ( Read more... )

I don't know why I decided to write here. I don't really know if anyone ever checks it anymore and frankly I would be fine if no one really did. I just needed a place to put down some stuff that needs to be put out. I am feeling low right now I haven't really ever felt this way and I don't like it. I'm not depressed but I just feel . . . . weird. I ( Read more... )

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some people have asked me what a promise ring actually means . . . . well i dunno what it actually is supposed to be but i know what it means to me . . . it is a promise that i have made to her that she is the only one for me, the one i think about, love and care for, not only that, but that she has nothing to worry about no matter how far appart ( Read more... )

I gave Chelsea a promise ring yesturday and today we went to get it sized. She looks so happy and I have never felt this good about any thing or any one

There are no words to express the way I am feeling. Everyday seems to get better that the one before and today was no exception. I am not sure how much I can say just yetwith out jinxing things so no more info for you. Goodnight and good luck!

I'm happier than I have been in a very very VERY LONG TIME!!!! Tonight was amazing who would have thought that the night would turn out in such a way and thatthings would unfold in such an amazing way! AHHHHHHHHHHH off I go to try to sleep. Good night and good luck to all.

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Every one in my fucking building knows that fucking Wiliam Hunt is in the fucking building and there is not a God Damn thing we can do to stop him or do anything to him. He is back in NewOrleans and supposedly already went to the NOPD. If he did WHAT THE FUCK IS HE DOING OUT OF PRISON!!!!! THIS IS ONE OF THE THINGS I HATE ABOUT THE SYSTEM I WILL ( Read more... )