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I feel like being creative. Like just creating art or music and not giving a fuck. Just doing what I want to do. I miss the old times of just sitting in my room and writing or drawing or painting. Now Im so fucking run down I can't even do that. My horoscope says that me and my friends are going to make our dreams come true. That today is creative ( Read more... ) -
She 's watching the Detectives
Ok I am doing alot better now. Things aren't as emotional. Im supposed to be packing and that is taking forever. I fucking hate packing. I hate unpacking. I have so much shit that I just don't want to get rid of. No idea why I don't. I just threw everything I own into boxes and when i get to my new home I am going to go through it all ( Read more... ) -
As time passes by...
When I sit and look back on the past, it doesn't make me feel any better. I have been ignoring myself and my feelings for quite sometime. I miss him so much. And he will never read this. But none of it really matters does it? I love him and I always will, and this is why I need to love my self more than anything ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: What My Friends & Family Would Say about Me
You know that would be a very hard thing to answer. I don't know what makes me great to her. I only know what makes her great to me. Same thing with my mother and my two sisters. I really couldn't answer what makes me great. I guess the best I can give is that I'm a good friend, a good daughter and a good sister. Thats all I can say ( Read more... ) -
Wisdom Teeth
Why is it when you have all this time to yourself, to do absolutely nothing, you can't stand it. To just sit around and do absolutely nothing. I feel like im going crazy. Well not really that could just be the percecets talking. I had my wisdom teeth all ripped out, and thats what it felt like, all 4 being ripped out. My jaw is killing me. But I ( Read more... ) -
W.O..W
I decided to now post things that James yells at me in his sleep because they always involve WOW.
"Don't feed the Trolls"- James -
(Emo)tions
As I read over the past entries from different friends, i can't help but feel strange. Things have been going well for me, school and work, occasional nights out. More school more work. With James things have been, fine. Just Fine. I almost don't want to say out loud: not great but not bad. But thats what 2 and a half year relationships are ( Read more... ) -
Long time no see
So things have been interesting lately. Work full time at Walgreens. Going to school fulltime. Still dating james. Past two years. Uh...nothing interesting in life. Next time i post ill find something to rant about. :)