Dusk Comics has released a novella written by Carrie Mullinix called Prophecy ( Read more... )

It's 2:37am and I think I'm doing a journal post to help with the sickness I feel in the pit of my stomach ( Read more... )

Okay that is a little bit over-dramatic for a title. I think I'm just going to let this journal go away. I got into it because I would look over Carrie's shoulder and see all the fun she was having, so like a hyperactive monkey, I was all "Me too! Me too! I wanna journal too ( Read more... )

Last night I had a dream that I could travel back in time similar to the way it was done in the movie "The Butterfly Effect". I would go back to days before Carrie had her...uh....and I would try to take preventive measure to stop it from happening. But I would fail, but I didn't lose hope because I could go back and try and try again. So in the ( Read more... )

I can't sleep, the grief is a bit crushing (have I used that metaphor before?) I took a xantax to take the edge off. My mom sat with me trying to give me answers that no one has. I too afraid to take the sleeping pills, because I may never wake ever again ( Read more... )

First off I haven't been to work. I've been on short term disability because well I'm disabled. My shrink says I have Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. So to say I'm lacking "strength" to deal with day to day life would be correct ( Read more... )

I currently need help with the 3 following things ( Read more... )

I don't say much (like on here), because there's just so much to say. Overwhelming would be a good word to apply. Just once you get past one day, guess what, there's a whole new day to get past ( Read more... )

So last night my Dad and I go grab a quick bite to eat and then head back to the hospital. On the way back, I notice a familiar SUV in the hospital parking lot. It's Nina's (Carrie's mom) so I call her and she tells me that Carrie's brother, Jimmy, is in ER ( Read more... )

So currently my Mom is in the hospital with Pancreatitis (caused by gallstones).