I didn't say that. Your friend did. Although I don't know if you consider him as your friend as he sensed that you're homophobic. I just found out last night when he talked to me that he's gay. Not that it matters. Although maybe things would be different if he's straight and you'd agree to meet up with him cause he offered you a nice paying job at ( Read more... )

 And it didn't feel good ( Read more... )

 You said that people change ( Read more... )

 I really don't know what's up today. I feel like I'm not in myself, I feel like an astral drop deprived of flesh and bones, I feel like I'm floating - not living, I feel so lifeless. I didn't do anything productive today. My time is so wasted, I feel like I'm not progressing at all. I feel empty and stuck. I feel bleak. I feel absorbed with ( Read more... )

 Will ( Read more... )

 5:00 am - I woke up pretty early; first time in months because I slept early. Well, if you consider 10 pm early. My eyes hurt, and that's the only reason why I tried to sleep that early. Normally it would be 11-12. I hate sleeping late, but the internet is such a distraction ( Read more... )

I'll try to stop withholding you inside my heart because you're actually the one who never wanted to stay there in the first place. Well, maybe in the beginning; when there are still pretty stars in the night sky, when waking up beside me was still the most pleasant thing in the morning. But now it's not. And I try to understand, although up until ( Read more... )

 I stopped talking to you last New Year, tried to get a move on with my life and forget about you. I lasted for about four months. Until little by little I edged towards you, thinking that we could still be friends after all that had happened. I thought I already forgot about the feelings I had for you, the love only I can feel. But I was wrong ( Read more... )

I can't believe myself. I like Will. Geezus. Why do I never get tired of this? All of this is bullshit! Falling for a guy you don't know at all, you can't touch at all. Why the hell am I so fucking shallow like this? Why am I so easy? Above all, why am I so damn stupid ( Read more... )