For Christ's sake...look who decided to show some vital signs! Yeah my live journal self has been dead for a while now. I guess I'm back now amongst the living, but I dont even know if my LJ people's are even alive anymore ( Read more... )

IM TOTALLY BACK IN SCHOOL MODE! I TRIED TO STUDY TODAY! OHHH YEAH!! USUALLY I DONT EVEN STUDY, WHICH ISN'T VERY GOOD, BUT I CANT HANDLE IT. THINKING ABOUT GOING TO PARIS WITH IVAN AND OTAR TO SEE 'dirtbag' (some call him Darren). i need to save money thought IM NOT REALLY SURE IF i can but i sure as hell will fucking try. i might move in with them ( Read more... )

'CURL UP AND DIE' ARE FUCKING GREAT! EVERYONE MUST GET A TASTE.

this weekend was crazy. 80% of the substances that went in my body were bad for me; cigarettes, Beer, Wine, Vodka, weed...etc...TIME TO REST THE BODY THIS WEEK ( Read more... )

so yeah its like a new year and shit. i dont have any resolutions for the new years because i will never keep them and i dont see why just because its a new year you have to try and change shit. if i wanted change so damn much i would have done it before the new year so i can go into the new year feeling as though i accomplished something ( Read more... )

Pain is a very realistic problem that many individuals face daily. People can wear pain on the outside like a mask, hiding them from the world, but it also can hide deep within them waiting to be freed by some emotional circumstance. Oddly enough, pain is one on the most feared apprehensions in the mind of humans, yet in some situations, is the ( Read more... )

i dont know what kinda person i am. i often wonder. never get the answer. it sucks, cause i walk down the street and see people and i can see what type of person they are. not stereotypical, but i can categorize their cover. the thing is, i walk around all day thinking, wondering, worrying what type of person i am. what do people think of me when ( Read more... )

so i havent updated this shit in so damn long. sooo much has been happening but that neither here nor there...thats the past and im gonna start moving foward ( Read more... )

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AH! life has been mad stressful lately. between work school and all other shit that goes on in my daily non-fiction events ( Read more... )