Well Then So I Am done with that Justin kid i really dont like being treated like i am his like thing like i belong to him sooo. I moved on to Steve who is altimitly Georgous and one of the sweetest guys! But just as soon as we start getting to know eachother he gets put into jail so it looks like i have a year till i might be able to find out what ( Read more... )

Is an 8th really bad to smoke in a night?? I hope not. mani dont know what is goin on wit me. i just hate feeling normal i love to feel numb! i hate feeling anything for anyone!! My world is spining and i really have no control on where is going to stop or how?? Frankly i am kinda scared....

Ah ha so Justins roomy called me today just to call me it was a little weird and when i called him back he was like yea i just wanted to say hey! he was like you make my day better when you called so i decided to call you! Damn i am big pimping! then Justin brakes up with his girlfriend and who does he call??? Me of course. damn i am just tooo much ( Read more... )

So GUess who called me?? JUSTIN haha what a weird phone call! He asked a million and one questons and shit! dAMN LIKE half of um where any of his business!! My back hurts like a bitch!! i don't know why but it hurts! i have taken pills and it still hurts!! Softball is great! Enjoy able as it can be! This will be prolly my last year so i am trying ( Read more... )

What a blast non stop fun!! only day i was bored was friday and well not all of friday was a complete bomb! after all the mourning was Great!! And Less We for get 420 420! haha classic huh Matt! I'm am sad that is over but hey just think next year will be senior year and damn am i excited!! Well I am outtie! I will ttyl LUV yA!! xoxo ( Read more... )

So i am bored and it is spring brake! Wow life is terrific!! haha! Regis craks me up just got off the phone with him damn isnt he funny! So i am thinking of having a bon fire with very few friends over brake i am soo excited for that! should be fun for shizzle! but we will see. Ah Justin haha what a caracater. he really needs to decided what he's ( Read more... )

I am back and in action!! haha the latest, I made J.V. softball and am getting tired!! I love all my friends at this point!! TIFFANY ROCKS MY SOX!! And me and bret my "brother" are fighting!! like hard core he told me he doesn't care that we're not talking!! that fucking really hurts like deep!! But i did find things to keep me occupid or should i ( Read more... )

Everything i guess is better liek i have days where im iss him alot then ther are days i am like god i am soo tired of him! But I guess that is what its like to be in a relationship! I'm excited for the upcomoing festivites! I am mad that ther was no basket ball games guess i have to wait longer for my braggin rights o well! Sunday i am excited to ( Read more... )

Well i like him but i dono when ever we get close i fel like i am doeing someone or somthing wrong for some reason I just feel horriable cuz he likes me so much but i dono if i feel the same plus he is sooooo girlish sometimes its liek OMG what is wrong with u be a man not a she man! It drives me crazy but then when he decideds to act like a guy ( Read more... )

SO today i spent entierly with Danny it was our 2 weeks we walked through Frankenmuth and he listened to me sing he tells me he loves my voice!! Then i got "Your Song" stuck in hes head so when i was on hold but instead of dilberating my Uncles where listen to me sing! a well i dont care i sing alot i guess! But yeah he met like my whole family on ( Read more... )