i havent written in this thing for a long time (47 weeks to be exact)
but i havent felt like this in a long time.
i just wish i was good enough for you
i dont understand what i do that is so wrong and so different
but of course shes better
i could even work full time and be in school and i still wouldnt impress you
i need a break to.. im exhausted ( Read more... )

 im falling apart
im barely breathing with a broken heart

 im done 
see ya.

 well im really upset right now and decided to write in here ( Read more... )

sometimes you have to fight for the things you love
and sometimes you just want to be faught for.

what ever happened?
its fallen apart and things just arent the same anymore
i miss it.. do you?
can i balance the two?
that seems next to impossible
you cant count on anyone anymore
but you guys mean more to me than anything
move on and forget it.. 
or hold on to something thats just not gonna work out
or fix it and make new memories
im just not sure anymore

how people can be so cruel?
why she is so depressed lately?
why she is crying on her birthday? :(

if it hadn't worked out this way
would it even have mattered?
i just want to do something right again.

I really like what you’ve done to me
I can’t really explain it
I’m so into you

If I Could Take It All Back I Would
I'd Take It Back To The Days
Where Our Love Was All Good
When I Used To Have You
On The Bed, Legs Spread