Feeling sad today. My meds are off by 30mgs and it's lame that i have to depend on drugs to be somewhat normal. I keep replaying my last Drs visit and how they made me feel. Meds that help me in life can be bad but the help me. Im not doing them all the time, just when i feel like freaking out. They made me feel like I was a liar and like I couldn' ( Read more... )

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So either the assistant manager quit or got fired. Sounds like he quit because of a disagreement with the store manager. Sucks because he was my fav of the two. Wouldn't be the first employee to get pissed at the manager and quit. Sucks.

Took a tiny hit of acid last night during my mental meltdown and it completely put me in a happier mood. Wish i had more.

do i not deserve somebody that is really into me or that i can truely trust. i guess you can't truely trust anybody. i'm sick of being let down by people that i care about and i'm sick of setteling for bullshit. where do i really go to meet decent people. i dunno. i don't get it.

so yeah. i'm still in cali and fucking loving it. i'm on paxil now so everything is gravy and i'm having a good time. i've got a few friends out here, randee and jamie. cool girls. we party get fucked up and have fun. i like the kids out here. they are good kids. i hated the scene in ct. most of the kids were stupid and were all about fucking ( Read more... )

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so i'm moving back to georgia. i'm just not happy here. i love cali, but that's not any reason to stay in a relationship that seems more like a friendship. he doesn't wanna help me out. i know he's disapointed and upset but shit happens.

anyways anybody wanna donate to the get adrienne home fund?

ha ha

i can't stand people. i can't stand anybody. i have come to the conclusion that i'm not compatible with anybody. either i'm an asshole or they are an asshole, or either a little bitch. which my b/f is being at the moment. i hate men. they are all bitches. i need to get my shit together so i can just say fuck everybody, do make up, and have fun.

i don't know if anybody still reads this journal or not but i wanted to pass along a really good documentary about the events of 9/11. i came across this movie on myspace. my b/f found it in a bulletin and passed it along to me. i think everybody needs to watch it and see what kind of people are really running the country ( Read more... )