I finally therw out everything that scott ever gave me. This feeling is great. i almost feel free of him. all i need to do now is live this town and theni really will be free. apart of me feels like him and i never happen. scott was nothing more then a bad mistake and Gus help me se that.

Gus finally left for Mexico on sunday. we took him to the airport and off he went. it was so sad to see him cry, it made me cry too. i miss him so much, but even though i can only see him once a year we are going to try and stay together. We want to at least know we gave it are all.

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Right now i'm getting ready for prom. this is too much work. i got my nails done yesturday and my hair is in rollers right now. i'm going out to eat at olive graden then come back and take pictures. i'll stay at prom until sarah wants to leave then we might go to jaime's and my grandmothers work for fun. Yay! luckly me did have to buy a dress this

A friend of mine was murder last night at around ten, only because the killer thought he was someone else. I'll miss that goofy kid.

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i went to chapel hill today and had a wonderful time. i fell in love with the theater all over again. i hope someday i can become a professional actress.

i wonder what i ever saw in scott, he treated me like crap and doesn't even remember any of it. i don't think i ever really was in love with him, i just thought i needed him. it took me 6 months after are last break up to find that out ( Read more... )

I finally got a JOB!!!!! YESH!!!!!!
i work at applebee's it's a nice job, i get $6.00 an hour and i'm a hostess. Also if any of the waiters make me made i'll just give them the jerks and people who don't tip. School has been going great too. so life is good right now.

Well i finally found out were Scott was, he has turned into another myspace hoe. He said hey to me, but i just deleted his comment.