No wonder I am prone to dizziness and the flu. I wouldn't be shocked if I get swine flu again -__- I have to get up at 5:30, and I go to bed around 12. Very mature. Veeery mature. -_____-' And I am too fucking lazy to even go to bed!
Looking for someone I can just lose my mind with. With no thoughts, no emotions, the two of us being completely unaware of what he is doing when I am not around. the thoughts in his mind. the scent on his shirt. our heartbeats collide to our tales of love.
...being totally unaware that his heart beats for someone else, and them alone.
I am getting sick of listening to everyone's rules. I want to just open up, and truly become myself; I mean, I don't understand why my parents are so strict. They're trying relentlessly to force me into perfection
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I have no idea why I still want him in my life. Dude, he is 8 years older than me. He lives far away. He wasn't interested in me. But he's perfect and he hates me. I am typical. I sometimes check my old email account from 1 year ago, just to see if maybe, just maybe, he is online. Why? I will never know.♥