what if global warming is divine execution? i'm sad today

WHY CAN'T I JUST ENJOY DOING THE WORK I'M CAPABLE OF? grrrrrrr...when can i begin making money off drawing and not music videos...

well, i'm back here again.
this place i always seem to end up.
feeling all hopeful and purified.
countdown to the end begins now...

there are ALWAYS too many options

i am just so ready for everything to reset and start all over again

wish me luck that my immune system doesn't break.
oh and that i don't regret all that ink..

the trick here is to cease reflection. moment to moment to moment to moment. you can do it. can't be as hard as it sounds. nothing else ever is..

waiting to talk is such a bullshit feeling, why is it all that some people do

when you realize that a lot of things change-- and yet, it still feels the same.

When it comes down to it-- this is the time I get to live it up! And I should do that!
I know I love George. I know he loves me. We are family. I know this won't ever change.
But until I'm ready to have babies and get a mortgage, I need to live for myself!
Someday I'll have an incredible, comfy and perfect marriage, but for now...

FUUUUUCKKKK