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looking back final salvo
The pain is good, it keeps me from thinking about my current state as I ache really badly ( Read more... ) -
You know?
Life really kicks you on your ass ( Read more... ) -
Dusting this shit off for once
I wonder if any one reads this shit any more. This feels really alien to me now as I havent written a post in some time now. I miss this though because it allowed for me to talk things out, get things off my chest, and I miss that. There was dedication and purpose to my posts and rantings. Things have changed soo much I dont know where to start ( Read more... ) -
One last bit of procrastination
One would think I would be more focused with three final final exams as an undergrad, but after this its hitting the books, or PDFs should I say after this last bit goes down ( Read more... ) -
Been a while
It has been a while since I really wrote in this thing. I think it would help if I got back to writing in it more. Writing seems to be relaxing to me in some forms, yet now when I actually think about it, it just seems cumbersome. It also pisses me off that I cant right click a word that is mis spelled and just correct it that way, thats LJ.
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Maybe I should start writing again
Well its thanksiving, thats cool I guess. This week has been pretty good for the most part. Dad is still passed out from pain killers and his almost broken hip. He still hurts and is grouchy but its ok I guess. Car has a lot of new parts and is about the only positive thing going on right now. I do not have a job lined up right now, in fact, ( Read more... ) -
Omg... what have I done
So much has gone down since I last wrote ( Read more... ) -
Some things...
I havent had this desire to just write things out in a very long time, and tonight, well, tonight is the night I guess ( Read more... ) -
Lolersk8s
You know, this might sound emo, or whatever the hell they call that fad these days, but then again if you should think this, go take a walk outside, and well, go fuck yourself. I guess Im at a loss, but then again I shouldn't be, and heres why. Women are fucking crazy... let that sink in ( Read more... ) -
Werd...
So I have forgotten about how hard this was, I mean Ive been some what trying for some time, but now I think Ive got the old frame of mind right. So, after that last entry Ive come to realize that it will not happen over night... what I mean to say is that what I want to get accomplished. To be honest Im used to trying to do things very hard, say ( Read more... )