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blownfuses

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Jun 18, 2009 17:02

Sometimes I want to scream. You know, like really fucking scream? On a hill or on top or inside of some other cliche. Either way, relationships are hard. Every relationship is hard. Maybe they are only hard when you are a self-proclaimed crazy and/or an unmedicated and mildly bi-polar human like me ( Read more... )

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crumpets_ June 18 2009, 21:36:58 UTC

everything everything you just wrote is exactly whats been floating in my head for two weeks now, im kind of blown away

thenewmoon June 18 2009, 22:25:07 UTC

relationships are the hardest thing in the world for me. especially since i can barely manage myself on my own. adding some other psycho to the mix just makes it much harder.
oh sure, there's that whole "love, love, love" bit, but that's not enough.
all those talks about being a "UNIT" and working together, i guess thats the only way.
but what do under 25 year olds know about truly working together? this is how we learn.

either way, why do people like you? because you're not boring probably, you have a lot on your mind, i'm sure & i think it has a lot to do with how you present yourself.

i saw a woman the other day that was rich, she walked like someone rich & her handbag and outfit said it all. except she was grotesque & obese. wearing nice outfits when you don't take care of your body is like putting really expensive rims on a Camary. you know?

blownfuses June 19 2009, 12:36:35 UTC

Right. And it's weird for me because I've never dated anyone my age, which is also weird to think about....Normally, I am the one with the fleeting love and trying to run away because the older guys all wanted quasi-marriage and I didn't. But now that we're the same age, it's different and I just want it to work forever. I don't know. It's strange feeling unfamiliar to yourself.

And yes, I know. Speaking of fitness, I started running 1.5 miles/3-4 times a week and it makes me feel better, even if only momentarily.

thenewmoon June 19 2009, 17:29:46 UTC

exercise is amazing. i don't do it as often as i should. when i do though, endorphins are amazing. being this age right now is odd. so weird. happy late birthday by the way. i'm not excited for 22 but i am excited for my birthday.

unoriginalmoron June 19 2009, 00:15:58 UTC

If winning is the goal, try to remember that they should be on your team.

That being said, I empathize. I'm completely paranoid when it comes to these things and it's very difficult for me to feel loved and to communicate openly about my wants and needs.

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blownfuses June 19 2009, 12:37:41 UTC

What's your email?

anonymous June 19 2009, 14:08:39 UTC

Luc.rioual@gmail.com

unoriginalmoron June 19 2009, 16:01:55 UTC

You said it better. Better days to all of us.

moncherierin June 23 2009, 01:49:49 UTC

I'm at the wanting to scream stage in the relationship I'm in now. We're at the point where I'm wondering what the last four months really meant. I mean, we shouldn't even be together but we recognized that and moved on, together. I'm never the one in the relationship who wants to hang out all the time and spend every waking minute together. I like my alone time. Last summer I'd go weeks without seeing the boy I was with. sure, it was because the store was just opening and it was crazy, but I wasn't the one to be like, I know I wont be able to see you for a few days but come have lunch with me on break ( ... )

seatrees June 26 2009, 19:22:55 UTC

(maybe if you could confirm/deny you were REALLY in a relationship sista-friend this could go easier!)