Hello & goodbye, Livejournal. Feel free to visit my website:

www.anastasiacaras.com

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I don’t believe in holding anything back. I don’t think that keeping feelings mute is productive or conducive. However, sometimes I wish that I could have sewn my mouth shut. I wish that I could control emotion rather than let it control me. Or, I wish that I could transfer my emotion onto someone else. Can you see what I see ( Read more... )

Depressed with no one to talk to except for livejournal. I hate having my period. I hate being bipolar. I hate feeling crazy. I hate giving in. I hate hardly having any friends left in this state.

And I hate Scott Bayo on Full House.

About one month ago I had a dream that a formerly popular Boston radio station, WBCN, was bought out and done forever. I woke up thinking, "whoa, that was so weird and kind of sad! Why would I dream about that LAWL?!" Anyway, yesterday I read that it actually happened. I guess that I am more bummed out than I thought that I would be ( Read more... )

I deleted my Myspace. I do still have Facebook and Twitter. That is all.

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Sometimes I want to scream. You know, like really fucking scream? On a hill or on top or inside of some other cliche. Either way, relationships are hard. Every relationship is hard. Maybe they are only hard when you are a self-proclaimed crazy and/or an unmedicated and mildly bi-polar human like me ( Read more... )

I HATE THE INTERNET SO WHY AM I STILL ON IT? I MIGHT DELETE THIS BUT IT WOULD BE KIND OF SAD BECAUSE I'VE HAD IT SINCE 2003 ( Read more... )