biggest regret of last night was smoking all those cigs

i would be. fuck it. oh life.

getting fucked over is my life story.

no more devious plans.

Dreams and reality have fused together. They're practically indistinguishable. I don't know whether to fall asleep or to wake up.

coconut lime verbena body lotion does not taste as good as it smells.

I want to get to the point where I can get through a conversation on the phone with my grandma without holding back tears and bawling for a few minutes afterwords. This all happened too too fast.

well sorta ( Read more... )

at saying the right thing when i just want to fucking scream and have you say "i'm really sorry ( Read more... )

Yay! I got mono! Yay! I got mono! Yay! I got mono! Yay! I got mono! Yay! I got mono! Yay! I got mono! Yay! I got mono! Yay! I got mono! Yay! I got mono! Yay! I got mono! Yay! I got mono! Yay! I got mono! Yay! I got mono! Yay! I got mono! Yay! I got mono! Yay! I got mono! Yay! I got mono! Yay! I got mono! Yay! I got mono! Yay! I got mono! Yay! I got ( Read more... )

negative, but I guess I could still have mono because it takes a while to become positive. Ay Ay Ay. As much as I hope this is merely a minor viral infection I have my serious doubts. This morning in the shower I had an experience very similar to when I first got out of the hospital last february, I felt faint, nauseas and I could't stand up ( Read more... )