If all the ya knows were to lose their ya knows, would i know which ya know i would want to ya know? Or do i just want a ya know so bad that i dont care anymore about the ya knows on the ya knows ya know.

Am i getting older? well,... biologically, obviously. But i realized that the most appealing thing to do on a weekend night would be to go see a comedy show. Which i totally should start doing more often. But is that an older thing? other than you having to be 18, is it age that makes me want to sit in a chair rather than party in
Dville?

Why do all the ya knows, always have a ya know, thats ya know. Particularily a ya know that i know. And even ya know.

For some reason i just like it. I think its in part that i can wear long pants again, which hide my calfs, one of the parts about me that i've always been self-concious about. Maybe its the prospect of christmas, and getting to rejoice in the pure joy i find in Christs birthday. um...yeah. Or maybe its just getting to wear all my warm clothes that ( Read more... )

Suggested methods of avoiding extreme boredom:
Movie marathons
Online gambling
Swimming (yet to do this at my pool)
Sleep
Work
Blow shit up

... yet i can still feel my mind becoming lost

I have figures out what my dream is. Not my goal(s), but my dream. I could sit there just as easily, and function just as flawlessly as Phil,... or annie or any other members of my imagination. Even helen. Now she was good. For her age she blew me away. I started making moves as though i would easily take advantage of her, and she came right back ( Read more... )

It's finally here. Im sure we are all going to change a little bit. Summer is sort of like new years. When its over, your hung over. But you also have the chance to reinvent yourself. We will all go back to school in the fall, and if you wish, you can bring with you an entirely different person ( Read more... )

I've had a revalation, thank you john

Me and another person had a conflict today. This person, whether i like to admit it or not, has a great deal of influence on me right now. Had he not been so understanding however, i would have probably taken that power from him. Well anyway, our conflict "resolved" some of the issues that have been driving me crazy in our relationship. He says ( Read more... )

Life is cruel. She's with him. I dont know who she's with, but she acts like nobody. She is free, but annoying. She is free, but crazy. She is crazy and with him. She's in massachusettes(?). She is in love...with him. She's a fuckin phsyco! And she,... is of limits. I'm sure there are others, im just too overwhelmed with confusion right now to see