she's the one that makes me fall

[blu_crying_wolf]

Sitting here at my laptop, I'm angry at myself. I'm angry because I can't be like everyone else. I'm angry because I envy so many people. Please I know, people I pass by in the stores, and people I see on TV. People that look like they're enjoying life. People that smile. People that laugh. The commercials about following your dreams make me cry.

Comments

[pittynininha]

Hi! I'm here to say that I loved what you wrote because you feel very similar as me. I don't live in the US, I'm Brasilian, and I think it's cool to know that I'm not the only who feels this way. People do this in all the world.
I hope things get better for me and for you. Do you want a advice? Talk everyyyything in your therapy, the psychologist is the most recommended one to help you, she studied for understand people like us.
hugs! ;)

[blu_crying_wolf]

Thank you for saying what you said. I have more recent entries that are Friends Only but I'll be more than happy to add you if you'd like to add me. It's nice to know there are other people out there that are going through what I'm going through.

I hope things get better for you too. We both deserve it.

[pittynininha]

Wow, now that I've seem that post is so old! hahaha I hope you're better now!

[blu_crying_wolf]

its ok :) i'll add you so you can see how i am now...