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well... that was a hell of a week :) wulfie just left last night and i'm already missing her **tear** we had a blast together though. it was like we had been friends for years and years. it was so nice not being alone at the house too. i always had someone to talk to, watch tv/movies with, and listen to some tunes with other than the dog and cat ( Read more... )

so.. i'm finally finished with ALL of my cleaning. the house looks sooooo good. i think thats my ocd tendancies coming out :) i did all the laundry, washed every blanket in the apartment, cleaned the two bathrooms, dusted everything, completely cleaned out the guest room and made the bed and shampooed the carpet in there. i vacuumed the carpet and ( Read more... )

i'm tired as fuck today. we did a lot of cleaning. we finished the guest room and even shampooed the carpent in there. it wasn't very nice. the longer i was in that room cleaning the madder i got at the damn cats. i had to throw away 4 of my good books because they had pissed on them. i think ben got frusturated at me screaming his name everytime i ( Read more... )

Sitting here at my laptop, I'm angry at myself. I'm angry because I can't be like everyone else. I'm angry because I envy so many people. Please I know, people I pass by in the stores, and people I see on TV. People that look like they're enjoying life. People that smile. People that laugh. The commercials about following your dreams make me cry. ( Read more... )

"i wanted to hold you, i wanted to make it go away ( Read more... )

yup, i'm still awake. so 2 hours of sleep total for 2 nights and a day... hmm not good.

dum dee dum dum :) its 6:40am... no sleep.. **sits and stares at the screen while the room around me spins** yup :oP Nothing in the world like not sleeping lol I'm tired as fuck though cause the room is spinning :) I guess my meds are working, but not really lol ( Read more... )

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my mind is racing. i've got so much on my mind right now... way too much. some of which i can say and some of which i cant. the stuff i cant say i'm going to make a private post and get it all out ( Read more... )