A lot has happened since I last updated... I really don't know where to begin - so I guess I'll just start with the doctor's visit ( Read more... )

i got some good herbal tea today... suppost to help with sleep. yeah. its 1:22 am now.. sleeping? nope. gonna sleep soon? nope. sleep yesterday? nope. actually, i got to sleep after 5:30 am yesterday and slept until 10:45. yup, that's it. i dont feel that bad right now though... just kinda.. blah. which i guess is better than feeling like shit - so ( Read more... )

well, I heard from my therapist yesterday. She told me they had me rescheduled sometimes in AUGUST!!!! So I almost had a break down and went off on her... but then she told me that she saw that and decided that no, I couldn't wait that long so she bumped someone else off of the doc list for next Monday and put me on it. I told her I was so happy ( Read more... )

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What a great, mother-fucking day!!! I didn't get to sleep last night until about 4 am, even though I took about 3 melatonin... 3mg a piece... that's 9mg. Usually only have to take 2 to get to sleep these days - but it didn't work... anyway, I fell asleep, then wake up at 7:30. I can't get back to sleep. So, I decide to try and stay up and wake Ben ( Read more... )

I think I have just been through one of the scariest things in my life just now. I was sitting in a chat room for depression when all of a sudden someone let on that something was wrong with a person named Alaska. She had taken 30 Ambien pilss trying to OD... and she did. Luckily she said she wanted to talk to a specific person named Knight on ( Read more... )

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I'm really really angry right now. Ben is on the phone with his mom asking her for money... and she had the nerve to say something about me.. why aren't I working? what's wrong with me?? well I don't want any money from her if she's gonna be that way... and Ben isn't doing his best to make things better... He's like, "I'm so sorry for calling, I ( Read more... )