its been wuite awhile since ive even thought about writing in here.. im in class right now.. should prolly be working, but im bored. so here i am ( Read more... )

christie and tara and stacey and i started talking agian... so thats tight..
love you gurls

mcats fer liffe

well tonight didnt turn out sweet. plans got ruined, parents got called... just a bad situation...

the worst part is, i STILL dont have them to talk to, STILL have to keep all my secrets, they STILL dont care... and i prolly wont ever get them back.
ill learn to live with out it..

ill tell my secrets to my puppy..

tonight is going to rock..

BeSt NiGht EveR~

YES MY LIVEJUORNAL IS SWEET.
AND JES PALACE IS AMAZING.

things have gotten shittier... fighting with everyone.. parents not trusting me.. trying to find a job.. losing all the closest friends.. who'm i supposed to go to now when im crying, or when im happy, or have anything important to talk about, theres no one to listen anymore.. so everythings just bottled up inside ( Read more... )

i miss nick.. its so hard to think he's really gone.. and i cant stop crying.. christie alexis and i just sat in my room for an hour.. talking about stories and things we've done with him and how much fun he is.. and how he was always there for us... and its so sad that he isnt there anymore... im just glad i can kind of be there for him by writing ( Read more... )

im chilln with alexis.. having the best time of my life... lol ( Read more... )

alright well thanks christie for making me walk around outside for an hour, lost trying to find Tara's house at 7:30 in the morning.. lol and thanks Nick for pickin me up! anyway.. been hangin out with the boy latley... guna be like me and matt, i can see it already.. (i mean us being together A LOT, not actually how me and matt had our ( Read more... )

well, lifes been.... different latley, i figured now that me and matt arent together, things would get better with whatever was going wrong when i was with him, but i was wrong, i guess i wanted to blame my problems on him, when in all actuality it was my fault. ive messed up a lot, and from the looks of it, things wont get better, so im guna suck ( Read more... )