I should've left yeaterday, but I needed him more then ever. I'm really good at hurting people, I ( Read more... )

I mess up a lot.
I don't think.
I get myself into trouble.
and situations I can't get out of.
I'm really dumb.
I feel stupid.
I'm inconsiderate.
I guess that makes me a bad person.
I want to runaway.
I want to stop.
I want to stop hurting people.
but I don't know how.

let me leave.

>.

that's right. I'm a crackwhore. Good guess.

Just when I think I've got it all figured out something comes along and changes it. This times though, I'm glad that it changed. I'm glad that all my friends came back to me. I'm glad that I got to take Tza, Tza into a show this weekend and have a pretty awesome fantastic day. I'm that the judge told me my horse was gorgeous and that we could've ( Read more... )

Lately, I don't even know what's wrong with me. I'm happy, but I'm not. I like being around my friends and I'm happy then, but once I leave I get very bitter towards everyone else. It gets to the point where if I'm by myself I sulk and think about things, or if I'm in my car I'll speed around and not even care what happens. It's awful. I can't ( Read more... )

So, I'm in the mood for writing about something. I have a headache. It's sort of under control right now, but earlier it was not. I started out eating a lot thinking maybe it was food related. It wasn't that. I don't normally like to drink much, so I wasn't able to do that route. I tried sleep...the sleep felt nice, but it didn't really help that ( Read more... )

Must be your skin I'm sinking in ( Read more... )

So tell me now...who are you really

The Keys to Your Heart
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Yeah..you know how I keep saying I'm alright and all that jazz. I guarentee you know it's all lies and it's really not true. You'd love to believe that I haven't been keeping a running tag of every feeling, food, and thought that has been through me, or that at every night I don't step on that scale to see what it says at the end of the day. Hell, ( Read more... )