as soon as i stop looking, things find me.

i totally think im going to hell, no matter which way i go, but its totally worth it <3

i guess its time to look back on everything that happened in 2008. i wish i had written more often so i had something to look back on.

resolution for 2009: weekly updates.

in no particular order, just as it comes to my head:

ski trip to gatlinburg; graduation; summer vacation to new york, atlantic city, six flags (kingda ka = <3), and ( Read more... )

its so easy to listen to a song on the radio and not really hear what it says. then one day, it'll just hit you. the lyrics make so much sense to me now. such an angry song, but it feels so good to sing it out loud. and im dying to rub it in your face.

it feels like this song was written just for you. for me. for us and the way we are now. i ( Read more... )

I Believe - that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel ( Read more... )

Silly girl, fairy tales aren’t real. They’re just stories made up for children to make them drift off to sleep and have pleasant dreams; Made up so parents can sleep in peace and not have to chase monsters out from under the bed or out of the closet. But just because you don’t talk about the monsters, cover them up with princesses and happily ever ( Read more... )

me=never knows what to say. has conversations in her head. broken hearted, yet in love. smiles to fake it. never really sure. always doubts herself. dissatisfied. unintelligent. a mess. loves to travel. hates to clean. messy. amazed by how life changes so quickly. self-critical. lonely. loved. has a few good friends. open to new experiences. as ( Read more... )

sixteen days!!! <3

also, i hate ordering stuff online lol.  

ski trip = 24 days!!

i <3 my best friends!!

so my last semester starts tomorrow. five classes and two labs and i graduate. that scares me. i dont want to groww up :(

im tired of being an afterthought.