Alone in the dark. You only come when I am alone in the dark. The darkness of my thoughts. You suck the light from my soul and fill me with your darkness. Your self hating darkness. Your self harming darkness. Where do you come from? Why are you here? Go away. And never come back. Go away and never come back. Go away and never come back. Go away ( Read more... )

Colin emailed me from Berlin ( Read more... )

Fuck it. I'm a social butterfly.

lately I have been feeling like I have no group of friends ( Read more... )

I officially hate my slutty self.

And I ruined it.

For the first time in a longlong time I am giddy and filled with butterflies over a boy!
I like it.

The other night made me realize all the things I do not want in a boy ( Read more... )

 I never learn not to text a boy first do I?
But is that rule so out dated now? So old fashioned?

 
WARMTH! WARMTH! WARMTH!
I need warmth.