i definitely in some point in the future am going to get a surf board, a waterfront lifeguarding cert, and go live on the beach, lifeguard for my $ and surf all day, that would be such an awsome life, that is where my happiness lies, Im doing it!! Not this summer, its too late for that, and Im too broke to get a board, but hopefully maybe next ( Read more... )

my phone is dead.. there is too much to do today... but not very much still.. soooooo lazy.. i need a shower and to put on some clean clothes.. Damien is leaving 2morow.. I'll have to see him tonight.. my head hurts

simple in time
regrets?
what would have happened if....
honest people would be happier
if they could read minds
sad soundtrack to the movie
crazy for no reason
uh oh
bang!
confused?
i wake up every day this way
confused?
stupid poems make stupid people
am I dumber for having read this?
do u think?

I am so bored here at work. None of theese kids lisnten, and everyone wants to sneak in. Last night was fun. I need more nights like that, it was like old times. Me, April (the exception to old times), Dani, Rob, Dave, Meghan, Damien, Brian, and the other exception, Rob's friends.. um I think Charlie or something and his Girlfriend.. I think ( Read more... )

I keep needing money.. what the fuck.. why do I keep needing money.. I wish everything would just fall into place.. I dunno.. I am working on losing weight again. I miss everyone.. but some people just dont give a crap.. Ricky is very cool.. he is very drunk.. so is April.. he is talking jibberish. I need to go home soon and sleep.. tomorrow I ( Read more... )

i have so much stuff I have to deal with today.. and I have to call my dad.. maybe I should just write him an email.. but I have to call him tonight also.. I have to get more time in this hotel.. I hope he doesnt mind.. i hate asking for stuff.. I dont want him to think I just want money.. I really want all my shit to be paid off.. my car insurance ( Read more... )

im sitting at a pool, on the internet.. waiting for someone to bring me food and chill with me.. in the sun, and getting paid well for it.. i have the best job in the world.. ha ha ha fuckers.. lol I am working on making a myspace for my friend SOOP.. if you are reading this you should check him out ( Read more... )

so today was for the most part good.. i am sort of drunk right now.. i drank the majority of the bottle of wine by myself.. wine is good.,.. but it makes for very slow typing and a lot of backspacing... I keep typing words like "fot" instead of "of"... April has allready fallen asleep.. what the hell is wrong with me.. it is so hard for me to be ( Read more... )

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