yesterday was great. spent basically the whole day at julian's. he bought me the greatest thing ever -- a cat collar that fits around my neck. it is black and has a love-heart in diamantes and came from that awesome shop... beyond the trapdoor? something like that. anyway, it looks very sexy. whatsmore, i managed most of the day without starting to ( Read more... )

right. i was talking to julian and mentioned some of the incredible things that have happened to people as placebo/nocebo effects, such as the guy who died of hypothermia symptoms because he believed he was in a freezing room (it was actually normal temperature... not something you'd even really get cold in). and women whose bellies sweel up and ( Read more... )

wow, to bed before midnight! i went to a movie with mum yesterday (it's broken flowers, very funny) and that was about the only interesting thing i did. the rest of the day was spend moving furniture and feeling guilty for not calling julian. anyway, i'm seeing julian for the first time in 8 days today so i am happy ( Read more... )

wow. things have indeed been crazy. new year's eve party at lukes was funny cause luke told me to bring someone not everyone had met, so i brought lyndon (my brother for those of you who don't know) and everyone was like, "what the buh-jeezus?". yeah. ummm... drank muchly of the tequila and then spend a fair amount of the evening making sure that ( Read more... )

ok, so i am a lazy lazy girl who doesn't update nearly enough. last time i updated was well long ago, so i have a lot of updating to do! don't know if i wrote about christmas... got my camera which is muchly beautiful, as well as a whole bunch of other cool stuff. however, the best present ever was one mum got from my grandma. it is called the " ( Read more... )

as is so often the case, my mood has quickly changed. i now feel really good. there are many reasons for this, some of which i may expand on later, some of which i won't. but suffice to say, things are much better than they were and i feel like i'm a much stronger person now. many thanks to that unnamed person who has made my day....days... ( Read more... )

wow, i only realise how much people use livejournal when i don't check it for a few days ( Read more... )

today's list of things to do ( Read more... )

over the last week or so i have been so irritable... can't work out why. i guess cause i'm sick and have been sharing the house almost 24 hours a day with my mother, who is possibly the most annoying person i know. no, seriously. that, and i haven't seen julian for ages and miss him so much. i can't even talk ot him without my mother around, so our ( Read more... )

ok, i was going to delete my last post cause it was just rude and probably completely unfounded, but then, i don't like deleting posts cause they represent how i was feeling and what i was thinking at a particular time. so i'll keep it. however, i wish to apologise in advance to dure for a) assuming she was trying to insult me when she was probably ( Read more... )