ok. so my busiest weekend all holidays is coming up and i'll probably have to cancel most of it cause i'm sick. can't go to jaz's tomorrow. probably will only manage a few hours of wai-con on saturday, am supposed to be baby-sitting all saturday evening and actually earning a bit of money... on sunday our youth group is leading the church service, ( Read more... )

well guys, it's been a while since i've bombarded you with depressive ramblings, so just in case you'd forgotten how much fun it is, i'll do it again for you ( Read more... )

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yesterday was fun ( Read more... )

wooooooooo! leavers was awesome!!! despite the numerous depressive moments spent crying my eyes out and yelling at julian, it was still the most wonderful holiday in my whole life. i don't think i've ever felt so relaxed and alive ( Read more... )

last night mum and i had dinner with julian and his parents. it was actually surprisingly ok. we arrived at eight o'clock and had a barbecue in the backyard. it was very relaxed and stuff. and we talked philosophy and religion and all that, and his parents' understanding of religion isn't quite as wacky as i'd thought. it's still pretty weird, but ( Read more... )

i have a love hate relationship with summer. there are so many pros and cons ( Read more... )

i'm hoping that now that school is over, and once leavers is over (or at least the organising of it), i'll be able to relax and get back to drawing, writing, making music, and all that. not having inspiration is really frustrating, and i'm sure my block is stress-related. so with several months of holidays coming up, i should be able to start ( Read more... )

i feel remarkably discontent considering how i've just finished high-school forever. maybe it's because i feel very doubtful about my exams and think that maybe i'll have to go to tuart next year so i can get into psych. and that really sucks because i know that as soon as i'm actually at uni i'll be fine. i'll be more than fine. i was made for ( Read more... )

Anna needs to be excused from class today ( Read more... )