...I just don't ever really use this anymore because no one pays attention to it.. and if no one pays attention to it, why bother?

...make the wrong decision?

I don't know, but I hope it doesn't mean the end because never in my life have I ever missed someone so entirely.

I can't wait til I get to feel home again.

Sometimes I feel absolutely worthless. Lately, its been worse than usual.

All my life I've tried to be a good person and find good friends, but ever since the concept of 'popularity' has been around among my peers, I've found that I'm less than popular. This could be chalked up to a bunch of superficial reasons like acne, geekiness or being just ( Read more... )

Lately there have been a sporadic stream of doubts and second-guessing pouring through my mind-state. With no real specific reasoning or topic behind them, there's been only one constant to any of it. There has been the phrase, "...sure, I know I *can* do [it], but do I want to ( Read more... )

Lately it seems that I can't stop letting my mind wander toward the future. Its funny because its so uncertain. I consider the many twists and possibilities that life can take, and all the people that may or may not be around much in the future... As well, I think about who I would or would not like in my future. There are far fewer people that I ( Read more... )

I leave for Florida tomorrow. I can't help but stare at the journal she gave me. I know its not the end of the world, and I know I'll see her again, but will it be the same? I'm almost positive that there's someone else floating around her mind already. Then again, who am I to actually believe that she'd stay single for long? I know she said that ( Read more... )

...the more/longer you know people, the easier it is for them to disappoint you. The more that you feel emotionally attached to them, the more that disappointment hurts.

-Drew

I'm back in Denver after completing three college courses. That's right, I'm in college. There's talk of working with companies while in school through a group I'm in, what careers hold, and the like. People are proud and have high expectations. I'm meeting professional writers and directors and the like. The future is on the forefront of everyone' ( Read more... )

...sometimes I wish I had someone that I could always turn to that never lead me astray. I find myself in a bit of an unsure time, and I dunno... I'm not even sure how to start this ( Read more... )

...how almost no-one I know posts on here anymore. Most people I'm friends with haven't posted since 2005 even. I find it funny, kinda ( Read more... )