Feelings

[blue_eyed_grace]

Okay… my computer officially sucks! I have written this entry 4 times now. My computer keeps erasing it. I’m writing it in word and then hopefully transferring it at a later time.

This is going to be a journal of self-pity. Pre warning! David has officially been gone for a week now. I’m going to summarize my feelings because I’ve

Comments

[lilgrrl311]

You're fine! And I'm way sorry your computer is f*ed up. It's okay to not be a basketcase. I'm sure in another week or so you'll be a basketcase. I was that way during Jonathan's first TDY. One minute I was fine and not upset, the next I was bawling my eyes out and missing him. Welcome to the world of military girlfriends ;-)

[blue_eyed_grace]

it's okay about my computer! I'm sure next week I will be a basketcase during spring break when I honestly don't have much to do! My 21st Birthday is Wednesday! Great... I don't know if I can deal with being a miltiary girlfriend. Maybe I will get use to it!

[lilgrrl311]

What are you doing for your 21st? Are you even doing anything for SB? If I knew it was going to be sunny here, you could come here to the beach and stay for free! I'd get ya good and drunk for your bday, since the boys aren't around ;-)

[blue_brilliance]

my dear, you are not emotionally cold. far from it, actually.
sometimes you can't cry immediately. that's what always happens to me -- it takes a while for things to sink in. and maybe this will happen. but you'll be fine. and you can call me any time you need to. i don't care what time it is!
love you!

[blue_eyed_grace]

Thanks! I think it just hasn't sunk in yet for me either! Thanks I might just call you one night bawling! LOVE YA