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This entry is going to be a ramble as most of my entries are... I'm having a self-pity night. You don't have to read this but I just needed to get it out...

When does the word engagement suppose to start bringing a smile to my face... after everyone I know is getting married and is planning their dream wedding with their fiancee right next to them ( Read more... )

        I haven't updated in a while and I can tell you one thing. This is going to be a venting post because I am extremely stressed and frustrated. I was all excited about getting married to David in June. It was like a dream come true... we were going to start our lives together and I couldn't of been any happier. Well about 2 weeks ago we found ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in forever so I thought this would be a perfect day to do it because I have nothing else to do! David is getting the weekend off so I'm hanging around in Auburn till he gets here. He started getting nights off on Wednesday so I went and hung out with him last night in Columbus. We had fun! I miss him so much! It is great being ( Read more... )

I don't write as much as I should but I need to get my feelings out... David started OCS over a week ago. I didn't think that this would be hard considering I survived 9 weeks of not seeing each other for Basic. I figured this wouldn't be hard either because we got to see each other for a few days. But... so far this one week since he has been gone ( Read more... )

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I get to see my boyfriend tomorrow on family day it is has been 9 weeks since I've seen him. I am extremely nervous! I am freaking out about what to wear and everything. I miss him so much and I'm so excited about seeing him. I just want this moment to be perfect! I know that sounds crazy but I just want to look great for him. I know that even if I ( Read more... )

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Well it's been 3 weeks since David left for boot camp. I think I've been doing pretty well with him being gone. I'm learning to be more independent... This week or actually starting last week and this weekend have been the hardest so far. I have been crying a whole lot more. I went to New Orleans over Spring break and everywhere I looked I saw ( Read more... )

Okay… my computer officially sucks! I have written this entry 4 times now. My computer keeps erasing it. I’m writing it in word and then hopefully transferring it at a later time.

This is going to be a journal of self-pity. Pre warning! David has officially been gone for a week now. I’m going to summarize my feelings because I’ve ( Read more... )