so yeah this whole weekend sucked, i gotmy gun which was cool but im not gonna be ableto have it in the house. fuckin great, andlastnightmy stupid ass got drunk off my ass and ended up puking like 4 or 5 times and staying up till like 2 am so i was hella tired for work today. so yeah im not happy. ya know, anyone who reads this that isnt 18 yet, if ( Read more... )

this was one of those days that was fucked up and i wanna forget most of it, first fuckin bryan explodes, shoves me, threatening to beat my ass over me jokin around with him over something that was not even CLOSE to being a reason to do what he did. second shit between me and a certain someone is now gettin a little confused and she either wont ( Read more... )

oh yeah, i love my new animated user pic! oh yeah! lol

i spent new years over at bryans whih was alright but most of the people there were such downers, josh was walkin around all depressed, nikki was bein a loner, i dunno........... me and tara r tryin to make plans to go see white noise this saturday but niether of us know how we r gonna meet up and get there so its fustrating! grrrrr! in other news ( Read more... )

went and saw Darkness tonight, it was one of the worse movies ever produced. if u havent seen it and want to, rent it!! god damn it! i nvr have anything to say when i get on here these days. im talkin to tara on aim :) i like talking to her alot. im wondering when me and her r gonna hang out again.......

so my phone is broken, i havent a clue when ill have a new one. my trip to my dads sucked, he bought me a .22 Remington semi-automatic rifle for christmas which is pretty cool. i got the new PS2 game Killzone and am addicted. my mom is the one who actually did what i wanted for christmas, she gave me the money she was gonna spend on me and is ( Read more... )

im sick.......im unhappy, kinda wish i hadnt come up to my dads house for the week but oh well, im here and it will be fun. i just wanna see tara and talk to her and smoke some weed. i just realized im blowing away almost all my christmas break, spendin this first week here, get home thursday, gotta spend christmas mostly at home, work sunday, then ( Read more... )

ive come to this realization that my love life has always been really fucked up and i know it sounds like im feeling sorry for my self but the way i see it, either i dont get a female at all, or when i do, its always a fucked up situation, for example, sarah, my best friends girlfriend at the time, cheated on him with me, FUCKED UP!, before that, ( Read more... )

i have nothing to say except.....................I WANT U TARA!

so yeah Tara and i r talking again, mike, justin and her randomly came over to bryans while i was over there and, yeah, we're talking right now on aim and its awesome, im glad she came back into my life. shes alot of fun to be around and can always make me laugh. its cool........ in other news its been a shitty day up until i got home and got on my ( Read more... )