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in a pickle
So back story my most recent EX and I decided to part ways because he lives 6 hours away and we are both trying to go to school full time and work, there just wasn't enough time to spend on the phone and IMing and stuff to keep the relationship going. We decided that when he was done with school in March he'd move back here, and we'd attempt to get ( Read more... ) -
The first pages of my book! Just a preview
I stood across the room from him, his eyes no longer wide with fear. His face held a peaceful expression now; he knew that there was no other way. I loved him now more than ever, knowing I was going to kill him. Why didn’t he fight me? Why did he resign so quickly to his fate? Why the calm? I was not as calm; the monster was raging inside of me, ( Read more... ) -
grrr
So I'm still pregnant. Not due until Friday, but I'd really like to go into labor like tonight LoL! I am so uncomfortable. Sitting, standing, laying down- it all sucks! On the up side I can breathe today for the first time in 4 months, not really but I don't have to stop and catch my breath after walking to the car. I still am not talking to the ( Read more... ) -
Still waiting
Another week almost gone, and I'm still pregnant. I know I'm still a week from my due date, but I'm more than ready to give birth. I feel so huge! There is still so much unresolved drama in my life, but I think all of that is about to change. I think there is about to be a very large falling out between tribes as it were. The baby's father has yet ( Read more... ) -
Jeez
Well since the last time I ranted and raved on here so much has changed. I am no longer engaged to be married. That ended a few months ago. I'm also pregnant and about 2 weeks from my due date. SURPRISE there! IT's a really long story but here goes. In March of this year I had to be rushed to the ER in Paducah KY (where I was living another story ( Read more... ) -
La de da
So. . . . . . .A lot has changed in a very short time. I am no longer living in FL. I moved to KY to be with my future husband. We are doing great here, waiting on some interesting news, we might be pregnant, but it's still to early to tell so we still have to wait a week or so. SO I'm anxious to say the least. But in a good way I am excited and so ( Read more... ) -
well
Yeah so I am still wishing I was back in Mississippi because I feel like I gave up so much the first time to move there and now I gave up so much to move back and I feel like it doesn't matter which way I go I am always fucked. -
OMFG
So I am officially livin in FL again and it's harder than ever. I am 16 hours away from the man I love. I am currently unemployed, have applied for like 15 jobs, got turned down for my dream job, am not enrolled in school, my mom is up my ass about finding a job, my landlord is pressing me for rent which I don't have, my phone bill is due in like 5 ( Read more... ) -
So I'm here
So I'm still in Mississippi and I hate it. Life is shitty. I got evicted from my apartment because I refused to pay my rent until my landlord fixed the ceiling that was falling in and he refused to fix anything until I paid him rent. So it was one of those lose lose situations for me. Either way I was fucked, so the cops woke me up at 6:30am one ( Read more... )