I havnt updated a while i suppose its a good thing cuz I almost relapsed into that dark place that i finaly fought my way out of I finally took off my mask for someone last night whether or not they realized it i told them my whole theory of life "laugh alot, be kind, never take anything seriously, or your problems in life will catch up to you" but ( Read more... )

IS THERE ANY DAMN THANG I CAN WIN AT for the past few days ive lost in like every card game known to man, at least 25 tap games, College Baseball, Boxin (to make it worse Cumbinator was the one that beat me), Wrestlin, Perfect Dark, Halo, pool, the kid has almost struck out god out to get me or somethin. I dont think i should try any of my stupid ( Read more... )

In my writing ive came to a quandary what exactly is friendship, from my standpoint it is people who form a bond through a common cause or interest it seems if one doesnt share the cause or interest the bond fade and the friends drift apart. I think thats what im gonna try to portray in one of my movies but i am unsure, its weird ive sat and ( Read more... )

I havnt gotten drunk in a while its weird usually i need it to get through the day without being depressed or somethin like that, then i thought what do i have to be sad about aside from the occasional mistake or dumbass thing i do. Life is most definatley what you make it you can just lie around bitch piss and moan about how life has fucked you ( Read more... )

i feel i havnt gave an update in a while well at least a non drunk one. School is starting to suck I guess its cuz i wanna go to film school, i already have two good ideas for movies but to make a good script you need to invest alot of time and with my attention span its damn near imposible. Me and some other folks are gonna go scope at a haunted ( Read more... )

IM DRUNK ha ha ha ha im so funny im preety much always like this but who cares, this week made a whole year since the only woman i ever loved left me maybe thats why ive been drinkin a lil more i guess brandon died that day cuz i havnt seen him since snake has been in the drivers seat. I love my friends i think thats why im still alive that and my ( Read more... )

shew im still kinda drunk so i appologise so i wont have to tommar, ever have that feelin if your very existance on this earth were erased things would move on without a hitch maybe even beter. I feel helpless in my destiney like no matter how hard i try in life things will only go one way no matter what i try no matter where i go or what i do im ( Read more... )

I dont understand i do good things i try to be the best person i can be yet i end up with tha bullshit end of the deal shew why me god.

What if you never got the chance to see me ever again? What if i died tonight? it might happen cuz God works in mysterious ways.List 3 things you would want me to know before i died. it can be anything ( Read more... )

Well life here recently has been well the best word i can think of is enlightening i feel as though I have unlocked the mystery to my all important question of who I am. The answer to that question pertains to who im with I can be millions of things I can be a jokester, a tough guy, the romantic type, an intellectual its just deals with my current ( Read more... )